Ryio

I decided to see if i can pick up writeing again.

Ideas flow better when i'm laying down so i'm-a get a notebook and see what i can create from that. Will probably be posted to:




So yeah...i think this account is almost dead, but...you know, as cheezy as this sounds, i'm gonna miss it. But at the same time, i'm not. There are good memories attatched to this four year old account but there are more bad then good here.

Every time i get on this one i have this feeling that someone i had a fight with or isn't friends with anymore is hounding me, or glareing at me from somewhere or something fagged up like that. Me and my parinoid ways lol.

And even after all that i -still- don't quite grasp the concept of what happened. Then aga maybe nothing happened at all and they made a mountian out of a mole hill.

My guess is ranting or something, but then, i had a lot of things bothering me then and a lot of the advice they gave me would get me into more trouble then it was worth, but now that i am working and have more friends to depend on all the abuse i'm suffering from my stepmom is acually lessening.
I still get my hairpulled however lulz. ><

And then there are the people i left behind simply because i was only trying to give them good advice and they took it as an insult.

If i did anything wrong i would have tried harder to fix it but i see no faulty in what i did to anyone. I'm not leaveing DA or this account, it's just going to be idling for awhile.

Still...i'm glad i had those people in my life, for however short time they were there for. Ryn, Bloodwing, Zip, Jennifer. It hurts really bad to think about them and i'm now trying to push it all away and leave it behind. It's been hard but at the same time a learning experiance.

It was awesome while it lasted.

And that's all i have to say about that. ^^

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Grandma Jackson Miles Ryan Gooch



Mommy!

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Well~ dispite all the deaths and the dispair of my once again missing mother, i've started writeing again! A KHMusashi xover fic.

Don't know what Musashi is?

na.square-enix.com/games/MUSAS…

Game site! It's a very cute game made to look like a manga the way its shaded, the charicters were drawn by the same guy who drew the KH charicters. My favorite is Shiraz in Musashi. My favorite (next to Vexen) is Saix in KH. The two are almost exactly alike in several ways. I do beleve they've found a soulmate in eachother. *sagely nod* And thus began my fanfic; after watching Reyn play it yesterday for a long while as i cracked silly jokes about the lead charicter being deathly afraid of zombies, Melbec haveing a bedtime, and Saix getting ahold of Shiraz's cellphone (that didn't end up too well).
It was fun ok?! D<
Anyway yes, i'm gonna work on the fanfic somemore today and see if i can't hunt up other things about the game, its so rare to find anything and its all mostly Shiraz anyway. Adorable little catboy gets all the attention it seems.

*done*

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Internet family (the lazy way):

~Sam
~Samir
~Ryn
~Giselle

AKA SaixVexen day

I have no fanfictions or drawings to submit to my favorite pairing, simply because of two reasons.

1.) I have no insperation to write

2.) I drew a picture but i have no scanner.

Someone is sawing outside...><

Right so, i might be going down to Luxords family lake house they made some renivations to it so its two stories now and from what i heard some electricity too. Also theres going to be a storm today from...sometime in the afternoon and into the night. No fires or fireworks this time i guess.
Oh well, i saw fireworks last night. They were lovely even though they lasted 15 minutes.

Those are the plans for today, if i don't goto the lakehouse i'll probbly..sleep or something. Now exause me while i go look up Silent Hill (my fandom after KH) stuff on YouTube while still in my pajama's. *really needs to get dressed.*

Ok so, to the ppl who know me iRL, i want to know if we're going to get together on forth of July sence their doing fireworks tommorow due to ppl complaining "I have work that day RAWR I MUST SEE FIERWOORKS 4 I R PATRIOOTIC N00BS" D<

If not then i'll just sit around and see what i can cook up for SaiVex day. In my giant sketchbook.

I'm still feeling frustrated, i hope Riku comes back soon to keep my mind off things. Guh, i've narrowed it down to two things to why she hates me:

1.) I'm not a huge 411 fan and am pretty flexable with pairings (not MickySeph you got that Xaldin?!...but i still want to read it...or do i?...hmmm.)

2.) I said something that insulted her and have no fucking clue what it is.

Oh well. *runs to retreve sketch book.*

Being hated with out an explaination really bugs me, and the fact that it was probbly nothing bothers me even more. God, just tell me what i did wrong and i'll stop bugging you! *throttles computer* You're makeing me feel like a lousy friend and an even lousyer person just by doing this! i have no clue what i said or did to make you angry with me, but its makeing me mad you arn't telling me!!

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Grr...its not like you're going to see this anyway.

I'M GOING TO DROWN MY FRUSTRATION IN SILENT HILL. BBL!