I decided to see if i can pick up writeing again.
Ideas flow better when i'm laying down so i'm-a get a notebook and see what i can create from that. Will probably be posted to:
So yeah...i think this account is almost dead, but...you know, as cheezy as this sounds, i'm gonna miss it. But at the same time, i'm not. There are good memories attatched to this four year old account but there are more bad then good here.
Every time i get on this one i have this feeling that someone i had a fight with or isn't friends with anymore is hounding me, or glareing at me from somewhere or something fagged up like that. Me and my parinoid ways lol.
And even after all that i -still- don't quite grasp the concept of what happened. Then aga maybe nothing happened at all and they made a mountian out of a mole hill.
My guess is ranting or something, but then, i had a lot of things bothering me then and a lot of the advice they gave me would get me into more trouble then it was worth, but now that i am working and have more friends to depend on all the abuse i'm suffering from my stepmom is acually lessening.
I still get my hairpulled however lulz. ><
And then there are the people i left behind simply because i was only trying to give them good advice and they took it as an insult.
If i did anything wrong i would have tried harder to fix it but i see no faulty in what i did to anyone. I'm not leaveing DA or this account, it's just going to be idling for awhile.
Still...i'm glad i had those people in my life, for however short time they were there for. Ryn, Bloodwing, Zip, Jennifer. It hurts really bad to think about them and i'm now trying to push it all away and leave it behind. It's been hard but at the same time a learning experiance.
It was awesome while it lasted.
And that's all i have to say about that. ^^